Indentify a novel
a while ago i read a novel in which the mc was a youth who was bullied by his family, forced to pose as his sister to go to marry in a nearby country but assasinated by his own family on the journei. he died and returns back in time, while he was ont he journei he awakens as a wind mage, escape the assasination attemp and arrives in the country in which he was going to marry, to escape the pursuit of his family he enter the palace as a bride, the emperor at the beginning dislike him.
at the start of the story the mc was disfigured, when he awakens as a mage his looks was restored, he is a beauty!
if anyone of you know this novel please notify me
i'm going crazy if i don't find it!!!